Jan. 2nd, 2014

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MOVED TO DREAMWIDTH!!! If you have one, please friend me there: foozled_up

May. 7th, 2013

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anyone still here

Aug. 27th, 2012

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So a lot of people from twitterstuck have been contacting me worriedly, because I've been on and off the past two weeks. Heck, a lot of people have been contacting me in general being worried. I feel like I owe everyone an explanation for my absences in a way that's more than 140 characters on twitter.

I know I've been extremely unreliable the past two weeks. I feel extremely apologetic for it. I'm sorry, guys. I'm trying my very best but I've got this thing around August and September where I coccoon into myself and hibernate.

I'm trying not to do that this year, so if I can ask people the favour that if they don't see me for awhile, if you can try to check up on me, I would appreciate it. I'm not hiding because I want to. I feel trapped in the fact I keep having trouble contacting more people than myself. Because unfortunately, the thing I hate to say is that yes, there is a reason to worry.

There's a few things going on right now and it's more than just my foot being injured. I have social anxiety disorder and it's striking me pretty bad. So's my depression. And my PTSD. And my anxiety. And I can't sleep at all. Basically, I'm fucked. I see my psych on Wednesday.

Usually I spend a lot of time on twitterstuck when I'm like that but due to the aforementioned cocooning, it's the opposite this time. August and September are when I hide because they're the months that hold three bad anniversaries for me: my mom dying, my mom's birthday, and when I was infected with lyme.

So basically I usually hibernate in a ball and depression and PTSD and nerves, but I really don't want to do that this year. So I'm reaching out to my friends and saying, if you don't see me, please message me? Email ( penguins.stride @ gmail ) or facebook (I can provide the link privately) or twitter DM ( my personal davesbluebox or dave's account cogsnotfrogs ). AIM ( areyou99 ) yahoo!Messanger ( carabba@rocketmail.com ) skype ( gostriding ).

I usually try not to ask these things because I don't want to bother people, but since so many people have been contacting me and asking if I'm okay / how they can contact me / how they can check up on me, I feel safe at reaching out.

And I really want to say this: I almost never feel safe in that. But this year, I do. I feel very okay in it. I love you guys. You've changed my life and you've changed it for the better. I love you and am thankful for you every day.

I'm going to try harder, because I know I need to for everyone who's worried about me, but also for myself. I'm going to try to steer myself towards a better path. And I thank you guys in advance for being there while I do it. And for everything you've done for me by just being around. Seriously. I love you.

Apr. 24th, 2012

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I don't know where anyone is anymore. Who has twitter, who has plurk, who still has a Livejournal and who absconded to Dreamwidth or the like. I've lost track of a lot of people that I don't want to lose track of.

So this is me asking, guys, where is the best place to check on updates for each of you? I love you all and want to keep up with you better than I've been able to. Which I apologize for. So I'm gonna start posting to LJ again but as I said above, I don't know who is doing what anymore. :/

Let me know?

Feb. 22nd, 2012

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My tweets

  • Tue, 16:56: RT @DamonLindelof: COMMUNITY is back at 8 on the 15th. I have a good feeling about those numbers.
  • Tue, 17:00: been travelling since like 9am yesterday just got home also was walking from 1:30pm to 3:30pm i fully believe i am the tiredest person ever
  • Tue, 17:01: @crymaxing remind me to fill you in on plot ideas later so you can put in what you want to do and so it works for everyone! <3
  • Tue, 17:13: OH GOD does anone know how to fix a monitor casing part of mine broke off and i can't get it fixed for a few weeks
  • Tue, 17:14: RT @weirdopanty: sappy dave feelings brb writing a novel about it
  • Tue, 17:36: wtf are you even doing brobot
  • Tue, 17:47: i love you orson never leave you're the only person in the show that has fucking sanity right now even if you're also kind of creepy
  • Tue, 17:47: this is me admitting publically i watch desperate housewives the shame feel my shaaammeee
  • Tue, 17:48: susan you are so weird why do you polllute your children
  • Tue, 17:49: "is the father of your baby gay? oh no! oh, he's not? too bad, they're great with kids!" yeah, okay.
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Feb. 17th, 2012

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My tweets

  • Fri, 00:46: RT @klondikeaura: @nomnombrainz is on my sofa. Times are awesome.
  • Fri, 00:50: tennesee is the brightest state ever, like, why? when the bus went through there every single building had like at least 20 lights on them
  • Fri, 00:53: rereading homestuck and finding out dave uses question marks hurts my brain. dave... i've been not using them for you! stop this switcharoo!
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Jan. 28th, 2012

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My tweets

  • Fri, 20:29: sorry guys i don't think i'll manage to be on today, i'm so tired it's impossible to stay up past now. THIS IS WAY EARLY FOR ME? argh
  • Fri, 20:31: hospitalizations/new med changing sleep schedule/several days of three hours sleep/winter fibro/stress/etc => yep
  • Sat, 00:30: RT @agoodshinkickin: That moment when you realize a good chunk of your gaming is inspired by Tony Soprano.
  • Sat, 01:57: @Chinglezard HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3
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Jan. 23rd, 2012

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Мои твиты

  • Вс, 19:15: eating/maxalt then aim/rp/finishing sewing this hoodie. i think i'll do some prose RP tonight.
  • Вс, 19:18: RT @jephjacques: Brooklyn man proudly states that he had "no idea football was even still happening," NFL disbands in shame
  • Вс, 19:20: RT @6GoldenCoins: Fun fact, Superbowl autocorrects to Super owl.
  • Вс, 19:21: RT @DraculaButt: Dateline NBC: To Catch a Redditor
  • Вс, 19:34: I don't understand what these _ebooks accounts are. Can someone please tell me? What's the concept there?
  • Вс, 21:02: RT @ginomes: autoresponder, still the best alpha character (after roxy)
  • Вс, 21:06: why is twitterstuck dead of activity right now someone fix it
  • Вс, 21:54: RT @superidSour: @ginomes and then Roxy and dirk transformed RL's land into steampunk equestria
  • Вс, 22:13: i get my glasses and suddenly i'm mistyping everything as tits
  • Вс, 22:18: RT @WomansWisdom: Birds sing after a storm; why shouldn't people feel as free to delight in whatever remains to them? Rose F. Kennedy
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Jan. 22nd, 2012

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Jan. 21st, 2012

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  • Пт, 19:39: omg guys the update. so the characters who are specifically in one place, my dave is from it. we made our stuff right after cascade
  • Пт, 19:39: thought of a bunch of bullshit reasons for our chars existing but now canon says we're right. and we thought we were off the wall impossible
  • Пт, 19:42: oh god i've felt for months that people would think the stuff i have backstory for dave was stupid and now there's canon to make it work;__;
  • Пт, 19:48: when i can i stop mentally flailing at the update my heart can't take it
  • Пт, 19:58: oh my god my typing is so terrible today (i'm correcting typos) there has got to be something productive i can do with this. maybe in RP
  • Пт, 20:37: i feel so up and down today, both physically and emotionally. bleh
  • Пт, 23:26: RT @ImACatMew: @weirdopanty hE HAS TO LEARN HOW TO GROOM AND CARESS HIS NUTS......
  • Сб, 00:07: wait beta orgies what, i lost track of my twitter feed and the first thing i see is orgies
  • Сб, 00:15: RT @WomansWisdom: People who fight fire with fire usually end up with ashes. Abigail Van Buren
  • Сб, 00:40: oh my god i just made a noise from suddenly completely unable to handle KK's cute
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